TTFN

August 2nd, 2011 Casandra No comments

The last couple of days have been spent finishing up our jobs, packing, cleaning, sorting, and saying goodbye. Tomorrow is the last goodbye to all the kids and staff at school. We narrowly escaped a “farewell function,” and instead we are going to attend morning assembly and say our goodbyes there.

Two more sleeps here in the village and then we are off to Pretoria for our Completion of Service physicals and interviews. That all starts on Friday. We are hanging around Pretoria and taking care of some last minute things over the weekend/holiday (Women’s Day on Tuesday). Then on Wednesday I have my exit interview and I am off to the the airport. With lots of good travel karma, I should land in Seattle on the 11th at around 8pm.

Kevin’s COS date isn’t until August 18, so he won’t be home until the 19th. Funny that I say home, since we will again be homeless! We have lots of offers from family and friends and will probably take them up on it for a while until we figure out what Kevin is going to do for a job.

So, that is all I really have to write about for now. We are excited to be coming back the the States, but also challenged with saying so many goodbyes and leaving the life that we have known for two years. I imagine it will be easier to describe after all the challenge and emotions have passed, so I am leaving it until then.

Ta ta for now. See you on “that side.”

Cleaning up

July 9th, 2011 Casandra No comments

Last night as we were falling asleep, Kevin said that told me that we will only spend five more nights sleeping in this house.

This morning when I got up I noticed how empty things are looking.

It’s clean up time and it feels weird!

Recent Pictures

July 7th, 2011 Kevin No comments
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1, a photo by kevinandcasandra on Flickr.

We randomly took some pictures of us one evening at home. They showcase Kevin’s cooking skillz, our beautiful winter bedspread and more!

Enjoy!

(Remember to click on the picture. It takes you to the rest.)

Four Years

July 7th, 2011 Casandra No comments

Today we have been married for four years. What a ride it has been. We have decided that being married and in the Peace Corps should really count for each year being two. We spend that much more time with each other. We like to call it marriage boot camp.

We usually do it up big on our anniversary. Today however, we are spending a regular day in our village, working at the Resource Center. Somehow, it is perfect.

So, here’s to many more years and adventures.

To see pictures of this day four years ago, check out my Facebook page.

Why we are here and what we have done

July 6th, 2011 Casandra No comments

This week is my last full week at home in our village. In all the cleaning out and winding down I have become a bit nostalgic about our service. We are still asked from our blog followers/friends/family: Why Peace Corps? Why South Africa? Why education?

Why did we join the Peace Corps? Kevin and I both had a need to get out and see something, do something, experience something that was outside of the box we had lived in our whole (albeit short) adult lives. We wanted to have an international experience and most of all we both respect service of one’s country. The military wasn’t my cup of tea and it did not interest Kevin either. However, both Kevin and my families have a strong line of military service in there somewhere, so this type of service seemed to fit us well. In researching many working/serving abroad opportunities, Peace Corps seemed to be the right fit.

Why South Africa? Why education?

To answer these questions, I borrow a small write up from one of our fellow volunteers. The post dates way back to February, 2010. (Thanks Karen!)

So many have asked: Why are you needed in South Africa? Isn’t it a wealthy nation with plenty of resources?

Well… I wondered the same thing. But I’ve learned. (I’m getting ready to recklessly spout off, so to any of my fact-lovers, please feel free to correct me at any time!)

In 1994, Nelson Mandela (and others) brought democracy to South Africa. One of his priorities was improving the quality of education for all South Africans. His goal was daunting, when you think of how the South African democracy has come in behind: almost 50 years of Apartheid.

So, from 1948 to 1994, the severity of segregation between South Africans had a huge impact on the education system. Unfortunately, black South Africans were given a very, very low quality education. How low was the quality? The following is from Alistar Sparks’ The Mind of South Africa:

Verwoerd explaining to Parliament in 1953: (Verwoerd served as Prime Minister to South Africa from 1958 until his assassination in 1966; he is often called, “The Architect of Apartheid)

Education for blacks should not clash with government policy, he said, and should “not create wrong expectations on the part of the Native himself.” Then, he went on:

Racial relations cannot improve if the wrong type of education is given to Natives. They cannot improve if the result of the Native education is the creation of frustrated people who, as a result of the education they received, have expectations in life which circumstances in South Africa do not allow to be fulfilled immediately, when it creates people trained for professions not open to them, when there are people who have received a form of cultural training which strengthens their desire for the white collar occupations to such an extent that there are more such people than openings available.

Blacks inevitably saw this as education for inferiority, and their view was substantiated by the disparity in state expenditure on schooling for the different races. In 1953, the year of the Bantu Education Act, the government spent $180 on each white child in school compared with $25 on each black child. Many of the best black teachers quit rather than participate in an educational system designed, as they saw it, to condition young members of their race for an inferior station in life, and this contributed still further to the decline of black education. This perception of calculated inferiority, indeed of bending young minds to an acceptance of inferiority, made education one of the most explosive grievances in the black community, and it provided the spark for both the 1976 student uprising in Soweto and, to a somewhat lesser degree, the great national convulsion that shook South Africa in the 1980s. (196)

Ok, this kind of sets the stage, huh?

So, when Nelson Mandela (and others) set about to reform the South African education system, they had almost 50 years of extremely low-quality education to deal with and the entrenched mindsets that go along with it. South Africa has had three generations of poor quality teaching in the rural areas of South Africa and the educators teaching in South Africa today (or at least the ones over the age of 30), received the poor-quality training under the “Bantu Education Act.”

While the South African Department of Education has developed a very good curriculum (in my opinion), the current educators have had little guidance in implementing it. Most educators seem overwhelmed with the new curriculum, having been “teaching the same way” for 30 or more years, and are reluctant to change. (And who isn’t reluctant to change?)

The changes in the education system have proved exceedingly difficult.

Enter Peace Corps.

In the late nineties, Bill Clinton and Nelson Mandela worked to bring Peace Corps volunteers into the South African education system to assist South African educators with the new curriculum. And that is why we are here.

For the past ten years, Peace Corps volunteers have been working with the South African education system. My group, however, is the first group allowed to actually teach within the schools. (In former years, the volunteers weren’t allowed to teach because the unions argued for South African teaching jobs; now the teacher shortage is in such a crisis that volunteers are allowed to actually teach classes.)

Which is what I’m doing—teaching in South African schools.

On more than one occasion people have asked us if we feel like we have made a difference and what we have done throughout our service. Recently we have had to do a Description of Service document that forced us to really take a look at these questions. Here describes my last two years of activities through the four School and Community Resource Project goals:

Goal 1: South African educators at the primary level will strengthen their classroom practices and their teaching in Maths, Science, English, Lifeskills, and Information Technology.

Classroom practices, English teaching skills, and information technology were Casandra’s Goal 1 focus. In strengthening classroom practices, Casandra participated in team teaching and model teaching where she demonstrated best practices using positive reinforcement, and student centered teaching. In collaboration with other PCVs she also provided traveling classroom management workshops to combat the use of corporal punishment as a management technique.

In supporting educators teaching English, Casandra taught how to appropriately use English as a Second Language teaching techniques and tools. Casandra also showed her love of reading, books, storytelling, and general literacy through model teaching. Incorporating music into teaching English was a natural move for her in connecting South African culture with language learning.

To support educators with disabilities, Casandra gave personalized basic computer skills lessons. These lessons catered to those educators who claimed they were unable to use computers to enhance their teaching due to disabilities.

Goal 2: Primary School Management Teams (SMT) will implement the Whole School Development Program by strengthening management practices.

Casandra’s primary outcome in working with the SMT was to implement new practices in regards to updated curriculum and policy including, but not limited to: Inclusive Education (administration of funds and best practices), Curriculum and Assessment Policy Statements, Learner Attainment Implementation Plan, and general management roles and responsibilities.

Goal 3: The School Governing Body (SGB) will strengthen the partnership between school and community.

Participation in SWOT analysis, Representative Council of Learners (RCL), and appropriate budget practices were the focus for Casandra in working with the SGBs. She helped to train RCLs from twenty schools with regards to their roles and responsibilities as members of the SGB.

Goal 4: Community members will establish extracurricular school-based and community-based programs for in-school learners and out-of-school youth.

Through appreciative inquiry, Casandra was able to find community counterparts to establish programs relating to perma-gardening, fruit and shade tree planting and care, and life skills for young women.

Additional Activities:

Throughout her two years of service, Casandra participated in many school and community based programs. The community library served as a great source in connecting with the local community including adults, out of school youth, and students. The library was the focus of many initiatives such as an English club, after school tutoring, monthly community programs, and distance education assistance. Also, the school library provided many opportunities for improvement; securing and cataloguing books, orienting educators to the available resources, and encouraging student use were among them.

In addition to these four official goals, we feel like one of the biggest differences we have made is simply being a part of our community. Many people do not see “whites” as coworkers, friends, family, etc. I think we have changed that view, even just a little, for the community in which we live. Score!

Dear Pop

June 30th, 2011 Casandra No comments

Dear Pop,

6 years ago today you left us. I miss you.

Love,

Casandra

On turning 30, the next couple of months, and life changes

June 29th, 2011 Casandra 1 comment

Turning 30:

The event itself was a mild matter. A friend joined us in Pretoria and we went all over all day long having a good time. It was a good day.

One of my good friends wrote an amazingly candid poem about all that she has done in her adult life leading up to 30. I, for one, don’t have that kind of talent, and two, am pretty boring. In thinking about the past 30 years, there are certainly both accomplishments and unaccomplishments of note, but nothing out of the ordinary.

At 30 I have a lot of gray hair, and am noticing that I look much older and even a bit haggard. I don’t know if either of these two things should be attributed to my age or general wear and tear of living in a somewhat stressful situation in the African desert for two years. It could just be the two year old worn out clothes, permanent sun freckles, and lack of a proper mirror. Either way, 30 just seems to be cosmetic at this point. I still feel like I did a month ago, or even a year or two ago.

The past 30 years have been pretty good to me. I hope the next 30 are just as good, or even better. I want to thank everyone that has helped me achieve this ripe old age along the way. Family, friends, teachers, acquaintances, students, and all the rest. According to my mom 60 is the new 40 so that makes me at 30 about 10. Yeehaaaaw!

The next couple of months:

As of today I have only 6 weeks left as a PCV in South Africa. Kevin has 7 as of tomorrow. How time has flown by! We arrived in SA on July 23, 2009. In a few short weeks, we will have called this our home for two years.  Amazing, just amazing.

School is out of session until July 18. So until then we are hanging around our village working at the Resource Center and going to the Library. We are unable to start any new projects seeing as how we have such little time left. Typically, I would be bored out of my mind, but I am finding a lot of comfort in taking it easy, relaxing, and planning for the next stage of life. Kevin pointed out that this may be the last two weeks for quite some time that I have down time. He’s right, so I am trying hard to enjoy it. Oh, I have essentially commandeered Kevin’s DS. I play Puzzle Quest for multiple hours every day.

I am leaving for Pretoria on July 14th to attend training for the new group of PCVs arriving next week. I really enjoy working with the newly arrived volunteers. They are all fresh and motivated and anxious to get started. I also get to talk a lot about teaching, which I love. Hopefully, they love it too. After about two weeks of that I will head back here, to our village.

I will have about four days to wrap up service, say my goodbyes, pack, and deal with all the household items we have accumulated over the last two years. It is going to be hectic!

Life changes:

It seems that Kevin and I have a two year cycle of change that happens in our lives. It has been two years and it is time for change once again. Change is at times stressful, but in the end worth it. In coming back to the States, we are looking forward to eventually buying a home, acquiring children, and living happily ever after. RRRRRRCH, back up.

Our immediate plans are to live in the Salem area until Kevin finds a steady job, which will more than likely be in Portland. I always said that I was never going to live in an apartment again, but right now, living anywhere that is larger than two shoeboxes put together sounds good to me and Salem is the most convenient place since I will be working there.

Once Kevin has a steady job the house hunt will begin. Our dream is living in Portland, so hopefully we will be able to find a house there. Here’s hoping!

Some of the most exciting changes we are looking forward to are: having a social life, living near family and friends, driving and indoor plumbing. Kevin adds these things: being able to eat food or drink water at a friend’s house and not having to worry about getting parasites, 15 minute round trips to the grocery store as opposed to two hours, access to a wider variety of foods, high speed internet, live shows, Beaver games (who’s down?), a 9-5 job, a first world salary, buildings that retain heat and coolness, customer service (you may laugh, but it is virtually non-existent here), and additional living space.  The list could go on…

Well, that is all for now. Puzzle Quest is calling. Cheers!

Pictures!

June 17th, 2011 Casandra No comments
01kazoo by kevinandcasandra
01kazoo, a photo by kevinandcasandra on Flickr.

Here are some pictures that we have neglected to post. They range in topics from how to play the kazoo, books, dogs, to 30th birthday bash. Remember to click on the picture to see the rest. Some of the photos have captions that tell more about what is happening. Enjoy!

Father’s Day

June 17th, 2011 Casandra 1 comment

I always tend to feel a bit bad about Father’s Day. It seems that Mother’s Day outshines it. For Mother’s Day there are always flowers, gifts and good food. Turns out that fathers don’t seem to care much for flowers and mine seems to have everything he could ever want or need (aside from something like a new old motorcycle or car part, both of which I have a hard time providing). Well, at least there is good food. Since I am not there this year to make good food (don’t worry, one of the bazillion good cooks in my family will surely take care of that) I guess a blog post about fathers and how I am blessed with them will have to do.

Most people come upon their fathers naturally from birth. While I started out on the conventional route, life took me on a windy side road and led me to one of the fathers I know and love today.

The man I speak of today is very brave. Looking back at the situation, one might say crazy as well. Having never been a father to much other than motorcycles, dogs, and a pet goat, he pretty much became the father of four overnight. Four kids. Aged 9-17. Overnight. He never looked back.

My father is very good at all of the standard dad gigs: providing for and loving his family, being brave, worrying about his children, being Mr. Fix-It, giving kudos, dispensing hugs at the right time, etc. For these things I am extremely thankful for I am sure they have in part shaped me to who I am today. However, more interesting and sometimes more important than all that are some of the memories we share (I think we share them… do you remember all these things Jim?).

I was just thinking about some of my first memories of my father. One of them seems pretty funny to me at this point. He must have been really trying to woo my mom. My mom was in the process of trying to sell our house. I came home from school one day and was playing inside. I looked out the window and there he was finishing up the paint job on the second story window sills. This is funny because a) my dad and heights are not the best of friends, b) he does not like painting, and c) he’s not very good at it either (self proclaimed). I guessed the wooing worked! What a man will do for love.

There are many memories that revolve around motorcycles. From Coke and RedVines (always a standard treat at motorcycle races) to cheering him on from the stands, to winning the weenie bite contest and giving me the plaque, one motorcycle memory stands out. We took a family outing to ride on the “flats.” Everyone was busy whipping around the dirt and climbing as high as they could on the hills while I was putting around in circles. Somehow I lost control and ended up scrambling down a steep, scary hill. Not being able to control the bike, I just kind of fell off. My dad came down and helped me and the motorcycle back up the hill. I was crying and didn’t want to have anything to do with motorcycles ever again. He sat down in the dirt with me and told me not to let one spill take me away from something I enjoyed. A lesson that I am sure I have applied to many parts of my life.

Recent memories are plentiful as well. Last March my father came to visit us here in South Africa with my mom and two friends. He is now an official world traveler and eater of exotic meats. Originally he didn’t think he could endure the 24 hours of airplane riding to get here, but I am very glad he did. It meant a lot to both Kevin and I that he stepped out of the familiar and took an adventure with us.

The memories could go on for pages and pages. Most of all I want to point out that each of these memories demonstrates what a good father is- a man filled with love, lessons, and adventures.

Hiyo!

May 22nd, 2011 Casandra 1 comment

I just ate the most delicious breakfast. It was toasted low carb seed bread topped with a bit of mayo (American, not the gross SA sweet stuff), cilantro, two boiled egg whites, salt and pepper, and lots of cayenne pepper. Yum.  Round it out with a super tasty orange, perfection. Oh, three cups of Joe too.

Lately things around the village have not been too busy. I get really annoying when I am bored. Kevin suggests I find things to do, so I start playing his DS. Puzzle Quest it is. Maybe two hours a day. What else to do?

At the Resource Center, we have a lot of time just sitting around, manning the place. Free internet is available, so I start looking up lots of rando topics and get all caught up on YouTube videos.

Did you know that the average person needs about 50 grams of protein a day? If one is working out and trying to build muscle the body can use up to 90 grams a day, especially if taken at the right times, thus the tasty breakfast. I figured out that I had been only eating about 20 grams of protein a day.

In addition to video games and internet, I have lots of time to ponder things. One topic I have been thinking about a lot lately is food that comes from animals. The idea that we humans consume milk from a different mammal is something that has been playing with my mind. The human body was not made to take in milk (especially from another animal) after about the age of two, I think. (I know this partly because of the way my body reacts to milk products.) Then I started thinking about the sketchy practices that are involved in dairy farming.  Poor cows. Then I started thinking about people who are vegetarian because of the way animals are treated or because they don’t think it is right to kill something to eat it. Then I started thinking about how much milk and cheese and yogurt and ice cream some of those folks eat. You can come to your own conclusion here. I am not judging, just pondering.

In addressing this protein issue, I have been eating copious amounts of egg whites and beans, one or the other with almost every meal. I am not tired of them yet, but the aforementioned ponderings about animal products really make me want to go vegan when we get back to the states.  I go off and on with eating meat, I certainly don’t need it and rather enjoy soy products, beans, and the like. I eat almost no cheese right now and haven’t drunk milk in several years, so I am half way there. I do have some yogurt in my daily Spiru-Tein protein shake. I looked up how to make soy yogurt and it looks pretty easy. The issue for me is getting the soy milk. I think I will take on this endeavor when again States side. Okay, okay, enough about my eating habits and odd brain waves.

We recently got some very exciting news. We are going to be an Auntie and Uncle again! We are very excited for many reasons, one of which is that when we have children some day, they will have someone to play with at family gatherings. In addition to being there to welcome a new baby we are also excited for some upcoming weddings. Our service is winding down and wrapping up. We will miss a lot of things here, but are also very excited for the next stage of life. Life, here we cooooooooooooome! (In three months or so…)

Oh, one more thing. We have yet to get paid this month. Pay day is supposed to be between the 19th and 21st of every month. Oh yea, we are also not getting as much money as usual. Oh wait, our Completion of Service Conference is more than likely cancelled. Thanks Congress. Here is a bit from one of our fellow PCV’s blog (www.doughnutorbitals.com) describing the situation.

Here’s the story: President Obama’s FY 2011 budget contained $440 million for the Peace Corps, which would have been a $40 million increase.  Originally Peace Corps was preparing to operate at Obama’s level, but when it became clear that wasn’t going to happen, headquarters revised operations down to a $400 million level.  Thus the South Africa post reduced the numbers of trainees for this year from 130 to 110.

Since Congress never passed a budget, they authorized a bunch of continuing resolutions telling agencies they could function at 2010 levels.  However, during the last confrontation over shutting down the government in April, Congress scraped off an additional $25 million (thus giving Peace Corps a $375 million pot).  The number of trainees here was further reduced to 99, but since we’re so far into the fiscal year, a great deal of that money has already been spent, and financial officers have been scrambling to cut costs wherever they can. Here, for my group of volunteers, the close of service conference has been canceled pending a special disbursement from headquarters.  (The COS conference is to help us start the process of reintegrating into the US, while taking care of a bunch of medical procedures required before we can leave.)  All the volunteer committee meetings (dealing with things like language, volunteer support, etc.) have been put on hold until September 1st at the earliest.  Volunteers also get a small allowance for traveling around in country (for food shopping, meetings, etc).  This has been cut by more than 80%, though they will still pay us back should we go over that allowance if you fill out a pain-in-the-ass form and keep all your receipts.

Welp, I think that brings us about up to date. Any questions? Drop a line. Miss us? We miss you too. Didn’t remember that we have been gone for about two years? Don’t worry, you will look back fondly to this time when in a couple of months we are pestering the heck out of you via phone, text messages, and out of the blue drop bys.